Isnin, 17 November 2008

I saw you smiling. Thanks.

Their laughters and the smiles is all I need to calm this stress I had before. I really am not made for tense surroundings. It's a good thing the First Aid Course was organised today. I know that I spend most of my time sitting down, taking down the report and I saw them working so much with setting up of the projector, the laptop, the backdrops and other stuffs. I played a minor role in today's function despite being the Head of my team. They knew it or not, I'm thankful for the 'cheerful' afternoon. I am still with my stress of my work though.
I arrived at school quite early this morning. Well,it always has been that way. I wanna feel the fresh morning air and it's the only time I will relax myself before the stress comes and meet me. The calmness reminds me of the time when I used to sit next to 'her' and talk a lil bit about what we just talked about the previous day. I can't have much more of that time this year eventhough I missed it so much. Why did she appear in my dreams again even when I don't even think about her for the whole day. Now I see why some people call thier lovers as being 'one in a million'. x)
Okay..I really can't wait for 30th of November to pass. I know the days gonna come is gonna be exciting and stressful too. Just wanna relief my mind and relax as much as I can. However, I still have to get through this. It's just another challenge in life and the worst is yet to come. Hope this is gonna prepare me much of the incoming ones. This is really a good time for me to listen to blues again. Gotta treasure the night as much as possible. The night is still young but I still haven't go and take my shower. hehe..I better get going then. The water pump is on. Be turning it off after my shower. Save water.. Beer ain't another alternative. :P alright then. Hit the shower room!!

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