Hair In The Soup

This is mind bugging. Am I doing this again just to feel and add up extra fun and challenges to my year? It'll be a big lie to say,"I don't know what I'm doing". Being the 'hair' in the soup. It's when you're enjoying the time of your life when some sort of curse come by to say hi. As observed, witnessed and got the front seat. I saw a lot of things. I tried to act cool but I still wonder if it's still obvious. And if you think I am bugging your life, I'd love to know. There's nothing much to hide and I understand just by the look but never I know what's your words within. Did I come at the wrong time? or should I just back off and just say "hey, what's going on?" everytime I see you and say no more than just that. I had been on his scene. I know what it feels and it happened exactly as how I ever experienced it before. So much of an ordinary guy I had been to get such an angel.

Back then, I used to have such a hard time to hide whenever I'm in despair. Now, that I know how to hide, I fooled you all so much that by looks I'm more than fine and so over the past. I am feeling better but I couldn't get over the past. Friend, I didn't come to you just to see you frown. I just knew you and let us not to have bad impressions. Sorry..

What if I was the 'angel'? I wonder how it feels to be you. Having the beauty that can keep us in amazement. Having the beauty to carry me away from myself. It's whenever you passed me by I hear nothing but your footsteps. Feel nothing but your presence. Sometimes I wish there could be another one but sometimes I wish they shouldn't be one. Why should you question how much you mean to me? x) it was a silly question and pretty sure you're just asking me just to read another grandma bedtime story. ehe..No, I don't mind telling you another one if that's gonna pass your time and in need to have one unique story to read before your sleep. Just a role in your life I want to play. Only if you allow me.