Forgive Me

hehe..first of all I'd like to say thanks for the compliments. Appreciate it so much. That's when this blog come into use. I think I express better in typing or writting down what I feel. The feelings are somehow real but not so much of the scene I had been through. What I really mean is, I just realised, all along, the days I had gone through that I considered as 'sweetest' moments in my life was just another great scene in a studio set. Feeling it so passionately, said every words purely straight from heart and dropped tears when it became so emotional. No wonder I got the Best Actor Award back in my previous school. :P

Yes, it felt so real when I first fell for her. We talked, we get to know each other every single free time we had. I even concluded that she was the best I ever met and the only angel that everyone can see with their eyes. What could be more better than to see an angel landed on earth and get close to it. I got so much in denial when I thought that I wasted my 5 (supposed to be..) precious years. I'd love to tell and always tell her that I wish she could be better than who she was yesterday. It's whoever become better each day than he/she was yesterday is the one who will succeed in life. What's left in me is just scars everywhere around my heart. I could only bring it along wherever I go and hope that every scar you left me will teach me a lesson. Never one move of mine since the day you know me were meant to break and hurt you. For everything I had done for you, I filled it with hope to wake up from your everlasting so-called 'sweet' dreams. A game, a friend and a brother I am to you.

Lastly, my buddies who gave me advice, respect and thanking you is all I can give. It's whenever I lost my way, I keep wondering why would a friend keep guiding me. Yes, I am well aware that at least a friend will be there to keep me in track. But I couldn't feel more guilty as I keep taking the wrong turn. Salute!

Hehe..now I feel like posting lyrics into my post.

Forgive Me

Evanescence

Can you forgive me again?

I don't know what I said

But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words coming out

I felt that I would die

It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me

You're not shouting anymore

You're silently broken

I'd give anything nowto kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."

But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.

'Cause you were made for me

Somehow I'll make you see

How happy you make me

I can't live this life

Without you by my side

I need you to survive

So stay with me

You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.

And you forgive me again

You're my one true friend

And I never meant to hurt you