Day 26th

Hey. Back again. With some mood and feel to blog. My days been very different lately. The night's been cold and I miss my girl damn much than ever before. Before I move on any further, it just happen to be the special day for 2 of my very good friends and just turned 18.

To Niez and Waverly. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

I'm looking forward to see them both to be the girls behind the 'steering' wheel~ It'll sound crazy if I just mention 'wheel'. whatever it is~~~~ May God bless you both and goodluck in everything you do. I pray that our friendship will always stay strong and last forever. *thumbs up*

Anyways..I've been to my friend's sister's wedding ceremony. It was a cool one. Been there with 3 of my best buddies; Aimran, Ameng & Sarul. Things would always be crazy by having these guys around. Not to mention my other friends who attended the ceremony too. Forget the gender issues, I didn't feel isolated being with the girls around. They're just plain crazy too. I'm pretty sure the guys are way more crazier than them. I'm not being sexist here. HAHA.

(meanwhile...) I kept asking myself lately, especially during the night. "Is it the room that's cold or it's just the night?" I'm not gonna get into the scientific part to explain the whole of temperature thing. But.. the temperature set on my airconditioner has not been adjusted for about weeks. If it shows 18 degrees last week, then it is the same for tonight. But I just feel colder tonight. (maybe I missed her already? =0 )

I think I have to go for now. I gotta take my shower and to my SMSA-ian friends, you all better be start studying, D-day is coming (exams i mean.. - -") So, best of luck to you all. Study smart, everybody. *clicks 'save now' & heading to shower room*

Yellow Day

if i'm gonna post this one tomorrow, then it'll be a month since I posted my last post. (posted my post.. - -"). Now I decided to post one today, which means I left my blog outdated for 29 days. Well..it wasn't about that I was so busy back then but I was just not in the mood to blog. Not for being in a bad or gone through the worse of my times. I was just lazy. That's the word. Plus, last week, I was not feeling so well. I could still walk around and do my activities. The cough caught me! hehe.. It wasn't the 'severe' one. The doctor did gave me an MC for a day. Which means, I'm excused to be absent for one day.. whatever it was, I decided to blog for a post today because, I really thought that I had gone through quite much today. And I need to express myself about it.

Well, my morning started (at school) like usual. Going through the temperature check before entering the school premises by the teachers. The teachers became 'part-time nurses' for the whole one month I predicted. Of course, it's because of the pendemic disease. The Swine Flu (a.k.a H1N1)~ oink-oink. Gone through it several times and having alcohol (to kill the germs on the hands, of course..) is quite a routine now. I had no PS (private studies) period today, and that kinda sucked my freedom so much for today's school. But I did have a great 15 minutes with my honey. Love her. x) next up was my Geography period. It was a tense in a silent kinda way. My teacher grouped me with Hisham and Fatin (she was being one of the 'tutor' of the day) and did the brainstorming together. I can feel the pressure so much with bearing and echoing in mind the voice of my teacher pushing or should i say it in a better way~~"motivate" me so I could do better in my studies since my grades are very worrying for the coming A Levels! - -" I will try my best aa Mrs. Winnie. Don't pinch me any harder. hehe.

Another one would be the weird day itself for being so 'yellow' or 'orange'. It still is right now! I thought it was 5pm when it was just actually 2.30pm. - -" pollution..who's burning the forest?? I do hope for the rain now. It looks so gloomy now. I realised it when I was at the school with my girlfriend. The glare from the cars looked yellow. When it was supposed to be (usually) white. We all sure need you now, rain!

What matters most about today is, it's just hours from now that my girl is gonna turn 17. hehe. Yay! She is young but she really got better brains than I do. And I always assume her as the mind reader because she seem to know what I'm going to say. =D Gave her a lil chicken as her birthday present. I gave her a kitten doll. Now, she got dollS from me. I just felt so honoured when she bought me a rubix cube. But this one's different. You actually have to spread the cube (it'll be like a string of small cubes) and rearrange those connected cubes into a bigger cube. haha.. - -" i know it sounds weird and complicated (may even don't sound like making any sense).

I guess that's it for this post. Be updating the blog more whenever I can. =)

Filling Them Tummies At Fratini's

Hey again buddies. Hope your holidays goin well. And would like to congratulate for those who continued their revision. Keep it going cuz once you relax, you're gonna relax for so long. Just like me. Heheh.. We had a Ex-Media gathering at Fratini's today. Damn..that place is costy but nevermind. The food is good and I feel a little bit like an Italian. and Chinese at the same time Not being so hetrosexual but we ate quite a lot of pizza today. I don't remember what is it. I just put in what is possible to be eaten. Not to include tabls and chairs, though. It's cool to be at that restaurant again. It's been awhile. ehe.. Here goes. I didn't take a lot of pictures. And obviously, I didn't take any pictures with me in it. Maybe because I'm just not that photogenic. xD haha..

I must comment a little bit on this picture. Look at that one of big as crab 'curry puff'. It is actually a pie and not really a curry puff. It really got my attention and was the main reason I took a picture on this one. I can see how Malay food can influence so much on the way to serve an Italian food. xD haha. But hey, I do have a great time. Wouldn't go there if we didn't have much cash. :P

a Day WaS SavEd!!

Did I save myself or I just got lucky? Whichever it is, but I really think that I had a nice day. I got two essays I gotta write today. For GP, i wrote nothing much but a crap on a paper. I didn't prepare myself for both subjects. It was still my fault for sticking around too much with my laptop. At least, my laptop is coming into use. But the point of the whole day today in which I predicted it last night, is gonna be damn stressful and will be boring. I can't think of a possible miracle that is going to happen today. My Business Studies and my Geography class was cancelled. So I'm stuck in boredom. -_-"

Not until I saw an angel in front of me and I'm not mistaken for what I saw. OMG! no, i wasn't that so crazy but I have this magnetic feeling. Am I the north or the south pole. Ah! But I really gotta get closer. She got her friends all around so I stayed put for a while. But just as my friends started to cheer and encourage me like "apa lagi, Lan?" "aga lah!". Good thing they didn't say "Ey Lan, gangster takut?!". I'm not scared! I'm just embarassed.. - -" malu wah~ but it was fine. I met her and had a little random chat. And it was only for about 5-10 min. Just after that, I went back to the canteen and celebrate the victor. haha. She was fun to talk to. Just glad I happen to find one. And if she's reading this : mark this down. I like talking to you and I'm looking forward for more. (if you don't mind..ehe..he....) uhh.. I just have to let this 'things' out of my chest. It's so cool. I was expecting to have a very stressful day but she seem to turn that around. I don't really remember what's the drug called used to calm a person down but it pretty much worked out like that. It really calmed me down and I was actually excited to get into the class even though i knew i'm gonna fail the test. (i promise i will do better!).

I did go for a 'second round' chat before my test. It really worked well calming me down. It was kinda weird that I'm bringing my green economics file around in which was one of the effort I made to make myself revise. but I have to welcome the sweet break and carry on with it. Paradise~~ well..there was a part of moment in which she kinda made me 'freeze'. She handed over her two rubix cubes and I fell in love with one of it. It actually can be spread and all you gotta do is to rearrange it back to a cubical shape. I'd try next time, k? The time was pretty limited and I wish it wasn't. =S but that's fine. Loving the moment and that's kinda memorable for our first meet. Great start for a new friendship. xD

Mumble mumble

I'm gonna spare my time to update my blog finally for about a week of absense. Anyways, so much had happened this past few days. One of those days would be Aziz's birthday. It was kinda simple surprise but we really got him. hahah. Baik jua nada yang kana antam. xD nada waa~. Too bad i didn't take the picture of the cake cuz me and my friends agreed to buy him a Barney (the purple T-rex) and the yellow triceratops (watever the name is..). It was a chocolate cake,(somehow..) with purple and yellow on top. :P

The past few days had been normal as far as I'm concerned. Well, it wasn't perfect. It was just as fine. Not to mention so much about my academics. 3 Fails and a pass. -_-" It would've been perfect if I just passed all of it. Which is quite impossible lately but I know I'll get through it. Getting smiles from those chosen ones pretty much woke me up most of my sleepy mornings. ehe. Never had enough of those 'anti-dotes'. I keep seeking for it everyday. Why is it everytime I'm trying to get myself focused, something would definitely distract me. Both bad and good way. Bad as in, I was in complete attention to my teacher so I could absorb as much info as possible WHEN my friends started to call me from behind and talk about some stuffs. And I tend to welcome the break. Socialising. That's what I always do. Here's my new habit I realised. Just as soon as I walked out of the class. I'll start to look around, searching if that 'someone' is around. "Let's get close". Yea. That's what I always say to myself. But I suck so much that as soon as I got close, I'll 'curl' or not giving back that sweet warm smile to her. Argh! -_-" but I like how it kept me crazy for a while. ehe. Not to mention to hear 'that' voice echoing in my mind. And that for sure will distract me during my lessons.

This morning, I must say I started my morning right and I did not regret it. xD haha. Nothing like being in school at 7.10am, chilled out with my buddies in the canteen and get to her as soon as I see her arrival. =D you know who you are. And please, take this as a compliment. ;) A short walk to class, talking about things, getting a little update, gossips. =O hoho.. It was worth it. There's a lot going on. Her good above average grades comparing to my constant U's from the beginning of last year. :P a BIG difference there. So much had changed except that cute and happy-go-lucky personality she always have. Keep it that way and I pretty much need it when I desperately need company or to play with in the basketball court! ehe.

Against all winks

I should say it is very 'wise' of me to hold on to myself and not to get too carried away for smiles I thought as angelic and naughty winks. Well.. winks always look naughty. But you can't get winks that often especially when you are 'Sahlan Safwan'. It's one rare thing to get and once you could get one, there's a big chance that you want more. But I tried and strongly told myself "it's just fine and act friendly!". And yes, so I did (i think..). Seriously, at first, I thought that I overlooked and that was very unexpected. I said "hi" and there, she gave me the half a second close-open right eye (or better known as wink). Honestly telling, I became crazy (at heart) for a while. But I thought I did fine, I did not gave the wink back to her and I convinced myself, that was just a friendly one, we're good friends and I did not start it. So, it was cool and yet I felt guilty. So I was like, "alright, it's just today and she is just teasing. Nothing more". And I'm really (150 000%..) sure of it.

To cut the story much more shorter, she gave me another wink just about a week or two after the first and yea, I 'replied' it with another one. The Friendlier version of a wink. She knew it, I knew it. So, it's safe. So, hey, it's just me who got too excited for the wink she gave and if it was really something more, I can hold on and dare not to be a fool who seeks for early 'death'. I've been through this, and as 'playa' or 'gangsta' I can be. I think wisely so I could prevent the worse.

Shoot..I don't feel that normal that I have to kinda 'complain' for every winks and smiles I get. Am I not a happy guy? xD whatever. Be posting again soon.

Keeping this blog alive..

Left out, deserted.. Talking about my blog, I wanna keep it alive and now here I am updating it with another post. I'll try to talk as much as possible about my days. Glad that I passed my driving test, it was on the 30th of last month. Gotta take my license on the 6th of this month. My buddies told me that is quite long cuz, usually, it'll only take about a couple of days to collect the license after the driving test. The least it could go that my friends mentioned is only a day or two. But i gotta wait for about a week for it. Well, I don't mind though. Honestly, I yet not have the confidence to bring my mum's Mazda around. (i don't know if this feeling is quite common for first time drivers) I think the car is quite 'long'. Cut the crap. Not gonna talk more about it. Dang! Ok ok.. maybe I'll stop here for tonight. Liverpool's match is on! Liverpool vs. Newcastle. hahah. Alright. Chao!